Rewind

I look cheerful on the outside

But on the inside,

I’m a total mess

I always feel so invisible

Miserable

 

But then I think back to that one time

So can’t I start over?

Can’t I rewind?

 

I just want to be that happy girl

Dancing around without a care in the world

I just want to play back that moment

When I was free to be me

Just wish I could turn back time

And rewind

This life

 

Every time I’m in a crowd

I can’t speak

No sound comes out

I miss when it all came so easily

My whole self would completely flow

So naturally

 

But then I think back to that one time

So can’t I start over?

Can’t I rewind?

 

Whenever I’m trapped

Whenever I sink to the ground

In frustration

It’s time to remember

That I wasn’t always like this

 

Go back

Rewind

To when you could

Unwind

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