Trying to keep up with all of these high expectations
While telling them to go away
Dressing up and stripping down
Fading youth as time goes by
But we desperately hold on
Like hanging off the edge of a cliff
Sweet summer child walking through hellfire
Told that I can be anything I want to be
While what I want keeps getting pulled out of reach
Flowers in my hair
The petals wilting and blooming
Ice around my heart
Melting and refreezing
Mother Nature, the biggest natural disaster
Often, I just want to scream
But wouldn’t want to be considered crazy
Keeping the patience of a saint
And a smile on my face
While inside me, it’s Pompeii
If I give up, I’m a failure
If I keep trying, then I’m trying too hard
When the sun is out,
I’m both glowing and burning out
On my knees or my back in the dark
In pleasure or pain
Wet between my hips or tears falling from my eyes
Like summer rain