You need a job?
Well, experience is required for experience
You need free time?
Too bad because “time is money”
Control is out of control
I’m tired of repetitive hypocrisy
I’m tired of being tired
Expectations are boring
Common sense is a rarity
Respect is expensive
I’m no angel, but I’m definitely not evil
I know that much for sure
I’m not crazy about my complicated existence
But I would go crazy if it were always simple
If you need me, you don’t act like it
But honestly, I’m better off healthy
Keeping my distance from those who love with pernicious undertones
Better late than never
I procrastinate until I have no choice
But to overwork myself or fail
Both effects are inevitable
I’m okay now
But everyone wants to get higher
The ultimate fantasy is made up of millions
Of smaller fantasies, larger numbers, and multiple steps
Drowning out the negative voices
Inside and outside of my head
And amplifying the uplifting ones
A daily struggle
Going through metamorphosis
What’s real that isn’t ruled by fear?
Who really wants to live a li[f]e?