I guess I need to be fed lies
To stumble upon the truth
I guess I need to let the sadness
That makes me want to die
Become a part of who I am
For “happiness” and “alive”
To take on powerful meanings
Too undefined to set foot in a dictionary definition
It was no surprise
I love the light
I love the dark
I love-hate myself
Spin the bottle
It is empty
Because it is full of my loneliness and misery
I know what I want and need
I think I know who I want and need
At the same time,
Do I truly know anything?
I would defy logic, space, and time
For the satisfaction of a feeling
I give so much love
That I take any I can get in return
Acceptance is blindly beautiful sometimes
Sensitive until numb
Strength and weakness are interchangeable
Reality and illusions
Have correlation to me
If part of my billions of daydreams
Maybe I’m rich!
Maybe I made it!
I feel it
Somewhere